8/23/15

Dear God


Tuhan, hari ini aku mengucapkan terimakasih atas segala yang telah Engkau beri, baik itu tuntunan dalam hidupku dan segala bantuan lainnya. Tuhan, aku percaya bahwa segala sesuatu terjadi karena Engkau mempunyai alasan kuat dibalik semua hal, memang kadang kami tidak mengerti dengan jalan yang Engkau pilihkan pada mulanya, tapi aku tau Engkau lebih Maha Tahu & aku yakin Engkau selalu ingin kami menjadi lebih baik J Atas izinmu Tuhan aku diterima & kembali melanjutkan studi di luar kota, tidak tau apa saja yg akan terjadi, tidak tau akan bertemu siapa saja, tidak tau akan menjalani hidup seperti apa, tapi aku percaya Engkau selalu membimbing setiap langkah & akan memberiku banyak pelajaran berharga, semoga aku bisa menjadi orang yg lebih baik dan berkualitas sejalan dengan berlalu nya waktu hidupku.

Ketika aku belajar untuk lebih jeli melihat hidup, ternyata banyak sekali nikmatMu yang perlu aku syukuri. Hari2 kemarin aku belajar melihat banyak hal, ternyata diantara banyak orang yang harus mengulang tes untuk masuk universitas, Engkau melancarkan jalanku untuk langsung lulus, aku punya orangtua yang baik, punya kendaraan pribadi yang bisa mengantarkan pulang pergi keluar kota, uang yang cukup untuk membiayai kuliah, cari kost an hanya perlu waktu 10 menit langsung ketemu orang2 yang baik, ALHAMDULILLAH. Segala puji Bagi Allah, Engkau benar-benar Maha Pengasih, terimakasih Tuhan. Semoga di kota baru ini Engkau mempertemukan aku dengan teman2 baru yg dapat membuka wawasan lebih luas, yg bisa membuka mata ku untuk melihat dunia dalam berbagai hal, melindungi, menyayangi & berkembang menjadi lebih baik J. Mohon bimbinganMu untuk menjadi manusia yang lebih berguna Wahai Yang Maha Pengasih & Penyayang. Amin 
With love,
Mus.








8/3/15

LIBERATE MIND



I hate this word : “MAYBE.”
I’m going crazy thinking about somethin with ‘maybe’. I’m gonna die with unclear assumption on my mind. Maybe.. this is like this? Maybe..whats on my mind is true? Maybe.. i’m just hyperbolic girl who think too much/over about this? I’m trying to liberate from this but i don’t understand why its so strong and coming back.
Pfft, by the way i went to quiet beach with dad and brother recently, we took several pics. We arrived at that beach in the morning, the beach still foggy, i can see the sea covered by a fog. Its soo mystical !! At that time, i feel free with my soul.









7/28/15

Somebody entered my mind.


I fall into somebody. He is not kind of handsome or romantic man, i think. He is strange, unique, and lil bit mysterious, and he get my attention. He doesn’t know this matter this time, and for now i think its better to keep this only with myself. Loving someone is tired activity for me and need seriousness, i won't play with people. Good night, Y. 




7/14/15

6/25/15

Today

book from here

Dear Allah, tonight i grateful my life. There was nothing special this night, i just realize that my togetherness with my family this time is a precious gift from You. Well, i still quarel with mom, still fight for little thing, but i know i’ll miss this moment in the other day. Alhamdulillah, this Ramadhan i can stick together with my family, my lil bro back from their dormitory, so we did sahur and buka puasa together, how nice. I’m kind of people who can’t express  my trully feelin, everybody in house may see my face so flat like the other day, but i’m sure no one expecting i write somethin like this. I love my family so much. This august i’ll face a test to continue my study, if God wants me to pass it, so  i’ll go to other city for second time, but this time maybe i’ll stay longer than before. Let see what will happen with my life several months later. But i think, my life would be interesting and full of colour, longer i live in this world there’re lots thing i learn about people, about rocks, and about rainbow on my life, whatever that which came on my way, i know that makes me learn more to respect everything and stronger . I never doubt Allah. Thankyou for everything God, please guide me to a better people with happy way.

6/3/15

Create magic!

Just love to do this activity, work with my imagination always interesting! you can find  the book through instagram mussboloproject





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