Seeking a Peace.

I found a light, a lantern on my life. There was a long time, so long time, i'm living in disguise, there was many times i asked myself "i have everything, but i feel lost, empty." , i found the answer. 

I pray 5 times a day, i hear and i read many times "only hold on Allah, cause Allah know what you do not known. Maybe you like something but its bad for you, or maybe you hate something but its good for you, Allah know the best." I know that words, but i can't take it on my heart, cause my heart is black, full of sins so i can't see clearly. Allah always kind to me, there was hudred maybe billions time i make a sins, but My Lord still.. guide me His way, His light. To be honest i shame on my self, i feel, so unapropiated to pray and ask to Allah for many thing. I often forgot my God when i'm happy, but when i've a trouble, i cry to My Lord ,so hypocrite. Astagfirullahaladzim.

That day, i realize, He is the one, the almighty, Allah.S.W.T who determine everything. We plan A, with 1000% faith that plan will be success, we became arrogant, whereas we are nothing even we conquer this planet, we're just a dust of dust! we forget, there's the one who determine everything, Allah. Once you make other thing higher from God, then God put a restless feelin on your heart, if you have that feel, eventhough you've 1 tons gold, ferari, money, and everything you will never be happy, never. The more we love a thing, the farther we are from God. Deeper we love into something, the more we suffer, cause we hang on a weak thing, and thing is not immortal. Don't expect from people if you do something, do something because God love it, then you'll never be dissapointed.

Garasi Opa vintage shop

Hello! if you Bandung citizen and love vintage thing, so you can visit this super cute place. Located in Jl. Hegarmanah no.52, Bandung , there's one cozy and authentic place named Kineruku and Garasi Opa. You can found and read maaaaaaaannnnnyyyyy old and rare books here, and if you hungry you can order food and drink while read, perfect right? Beside kineruku, there's vintage shop and mini cafe named Garasi Opa, oh God this place is amazing, i feel back to old times when sit in their cute chairs, take a look at their decoration, and OMG! i even found my favorite leather suitcase ever! and..and.. i found vintage bag, old camera, leather old shoes, oh damn there are too lovely. If you want to see more pics of place that i've visit you can check it on my instagram : mussbolo




In this few  weeks i’m trying to know more about my personality, i follow some test and read psychology book, it was interesting, hope i have time machine and back to my past so i choose my choice with strong faith (oh, lets forget that, i know that was imaginary thought, so lets focus on this time-present). Hm, have you heard about MBTI (Myerrs Briggs Type Indicator)test? Based on MBTI people are divided into 16 personalities, and my result of my personalities based on is INFJ, and the description is 98% correct (at least, for me). Then i want to know deeper and deeper about myself, i read a book about psychology and i understand, really understand many reason, why i ‘m super easy tired in crowded environment, why i love peaceful place, why i need space for my ownself – without distraction from other, why i really keep my privacy, why i always seek about mean/ depth of life, why i can’t talk about my life except to people i believe, and many more. I’m an introvert.

The book said there are 2 personality in this world introvert & extrovert. So if extrovert got their energy from their environment, the introvert get energy from theirself. Thats why extrovert love to talk with people as much as they can, attend party, love crowded place, talk much, etc.. cause that was their way to fill their energy. In the other way, the introvert need to calm theirself and they need free space to fill their enery, if introvert do too much extrovert activities their energy will exhausted, they’ll feel tired, can’t focus, easy to angry, etc. So there’s no problem with this 2 personality, they just have different way to living their life. The fun fact is, i realized the older i am, i learn lots of thing from this life, it was precious gift from me. I understand that everything happen has some learn or message from God. Btw, i feel enthusiast living my life recently, i try do something that i’ve never been before, i run in the morning (and it feels good!), i explore many thing, i hope i can use my time with precious thing. Allah is guide me, to be a better people. Amin

Hope you have a great day!

Mus (Mustika)

you can find more pics on my instagram : mussbolo


I went to one beautiful beach few days ago, and you know? i got tons of picture on my camera, on my brother camera, and on my dad camera!!!! i need time to sort them all and post it as soon as possible to my blog, you'll love it guys! it was breathtaking.

you will reap what you plant.

First i wanna say hello for welcoming holy ramadhan, alhamdulillah God still give me a chance to meet this holy month. I want pray earnestly this ramadhan, do good, pray good, get forgiveness from God. If i flash back to the past, there were so many times i waste for nothing on ramadhan last year, i even spent ramadhan with a cold heart couple years ago (it was when i were fed up with my job & i've problem with my fam, and my confusion about my life merge into one heavy ball on my head, and then that was my terrible ramadhan ever, i feel soooo empty. So this year i want to fix all of my stupidity to be a better people, i may not the kind girl in the world, but i'll learn as good as i can to fulfill my life. I read many quality books to improve my life and learn about values, reading is super good. Then i started to re-build my goals to get a clearer vision, its feel good. 

Some people ask me about my love life, i still just laugh - well, i mean i don't know, if the time is perfect so it will and i will have some seurious relationship, everything has its own time. Somebody said if you fix yourself to be better human so God will get you better lover too. Wish me luck okay? ;) by the way, mom bought a cute jar for cookie, but my wild imagination just come and direct me to take picture like this, a bit of vintage and classic touch haha. Ah i forgot to tell you that my wishlist number 2 is achieve (yes, that my classic mirrorless camera, yayyy! finally i got it with my effort, maybe i'll show you my fav camera someday, its suppa cute, hehehe..) okay thats toninght folks, have a sweet dreams all. God with you.

Love, mus.

pics taken on my room / using fuji XA2 & vsco filter. see more pics on my instagram 

Hi Friday

In this peaceful day, i just wanna start today with smile and pretty heart :) forgive and let everything go.


this is my fav snack everr (photo taken at rooftop - more pics just click on my instagram : mussbolo)

I am green addict, and i love everything about greentea. Green is the color of balance and harmony. From a color psychology perspective, it is the great balancer of the heart and the emotions, creating equilibrium between the head and the heart.

From a meaning of colors perspective, green is also the color of growth, the color of spring, of renewal and rebirth. It renews and restores depleted energy. It is the sanctuary away from the stresses of modern living, restoring us back to a sense of well being. This is why there is so much of this relaxing color on the earth, and why we need to keep it that way.
Green is an emotionally positive color, giving us the ability to love and nurture ourselves and others unconditionally. A natural peacemaker, it must avoid the tendency to become a martyr.